1. |
Analog Sleep (Intro)
01:17
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2. |
13 Missed Calls
02:31
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Phone is ringing, Heart is sinking, Always miss your calls
But you're always clinging, I'm rethinking, Staring at the wall
Just the life we're living, Heads are spinning, Waiting for your fall
I got thirteen missed calls and I don't know why I date you
Head is aching, Hands are quaking, Life put to a half
And my mind is breaking, Pain is raising, A mental assault
Jus tthe love we're faking, Thoughts are plaguing, Can't find it again
We won't get our love back again
I got thirteen missed calls and you're asking why I hate you
See you in the halls; the thought alone's enough to break view
Our feeling are broken, Woa-ah-oh
Our feeling are broken
Emotions getting lost again the truth hides far below you
Searching through the fog in hopes the see the love we've found again
Calls aren't returning, Woa-ah-oh
Calls aren't returning
Our calls aren't returning
Our calls aren't returning
Disconnect, then leaving you on read
Because talking to you, changing my view, heart beats through my chest
Ahh-ahh, again, melody's filled with dread
And I can't get out of bed
And you can't get out my head
I got thirteen missed calls and you're asking why I hate you
See you in the halls; the thought alone's enough to break view
Our feeling are broken, Woa-ah-oh
Our feeling are broken
Emotions getting lost again the truth hides far below you
Searching through the fog in hopes the see the love we've found again
Calls aren't returning, Woa-ah-oh
Calls aren't returning
Sitting on my bed hoping that one day I will find you
Knowing it won't work because I've already lost the view
No words are spoken, Woa-ah-oh
No words are spoken
Floating through outer space without you, I've already withdrew
Knowing there's no trace, no time to think of what we've lost again
I feel so broken, Woa-ah-oh
I feel so broken
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3. |
Loop
02:47
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It's cold
Spirits all around, like I'm dead
I promise it's cool
The fear I'm gonna drown, hit my head against the walls
Glass is shattering all around, I'm the one at fault
My fault, and then, I fall, I said
It's cold
Switching back and forth, life or death
Gonna lose control
The world is spinning out, I'm to blame
Watching rain fall
Puddles building up, the wall breaks
Now you watch it fall
And then, you said, it's in, my head
And once a week
I barely speak
Till my mind leaks
And it loops again, loops again
It crossed my mind
Will I be fine
Can't find the light
And it loops again, loops again
Don't even leave my bed
My mind's tainted by the hue of red
Somebody come save me, from this loop
Living through all of the fucking shame
I can't even hear you call my name
Somebody save me, Repeat
Living through the same shit
Every single day they try, not coming with you
I always try to explain, what I've just been through
In and out of your ear, like I didn't just tell you
All this shit just makes me sick, it's all overdue
End it all too quick it's like I didn't just tell you
It repeats, it loops again
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4. |
Ignition
02:35
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Staying up too late
The world's building on hate
We watch it ignite
We watch it ignite
Waiting for the end
The stories we condemned
We watch it ignite
We watch it ignite
Light it up, watch it burn
Turn the page, memories blurred
Sparks fly up, Voices heard
The light dims, till death
Light it up, Flames grow high
Moving on, ashes fly
Inferno burns to the sky
Breathe the smoke again
The dam's about to break
And our heads all start to ache
We watch it ignite
We watch it ignite
Our thoughts all start to blend
Void thoughts we can't comprehend
We watch it ignite
We watch it ignite
Light it up, watch it burn
Turn the page, memories blurred
Sparks fly up, Voices heard
The light dims, till death
Light it up, Flames grow high
Moving on, ashes fly
Inferno burns to the sky
Breathe the smoke again
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5. |
Disaster
03:12
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Sit at my desk, yo should I text her?
I don't know who the fuck we even are
Hands on my face, all the calls transferred
I still miss her, somebody please blow up my phone
Can't even eat, memories captured
They laugh at me say "Look who has a broken heart"
Hair is a mess, can't take a shower
'Cause I'm a living disaster, living disaster
Oh, when all the lights are fading
and all these thoughts won't go
My hands won't stop the quaking
'Cause I'm a living disaster
They say it's time to open a new chapter
I hide the shame behind all of my laughter
They don't even know what I am after
What comes after? Another disaster
Can't stop myself, what the fuck is wrong with me?
Is that really the reason that she walked away?
My death can not come any faster
'Cause I'm a living disaster, living disaster
I'm a living disaster, oh...
I started to sleep with my lights on
Stay up all night until the crack of dawn
To escape all of my hallucinations
I can't take it
I promise that I'll be okay
I got all her messages on replay
Now I'm stuck in my room, all my colors fade to grey
And no one asked "Hey what's the matter?"
'Cause I'm a living disaster, living disaster
They say it's time to open a new chapter
I hide the shame behind all of my laughter
They don't even know what I am after
What comes after? Another disaster
Can't stop myself, what the fuck is wrong with me?
Is that really the reason that she walked away?
My death can not come any faster
'Cause I'm a living disaster, living disaster
I'm a living disaster
Oh...
'Cause I'm a living disaster
I'm a living disaster
I'm a living disaster
'Cause I'm a living disaster
I'm a living disaster
I'm a living-
I'm a living disaster
They say it's time to open a new chapter
I hide the shame behind all of my laughter
They don't even know what I am after
What comes after? Another disaster
Can't stop myself, what the fuck is wrong with me?
Is that really the reason that she walked away?
My death can not come any faster
'Cause I'm a living disaster
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6. |
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Stay, even if you can't just tell me I'm safe
Can't get off my mind, words aren't enough just to say how much I care
That you were always there with me
In the end, I'm okay with you
Barely make it by, the smoke blocks the way
You're my compass in this sunless world
I left my keys at your place
So I could see your face again
Run ahead, 'till I'm dead with you
With you
I'm with you
With you
It gets dark, I am blinded now, you can be my spark
Feel like a machine, the pains strikes me like a dart
But you're right there, fix me up and repair the wound
Open up, my heart thumps with you
With you
Ahhh...
And I don't see your face
And I don't hear your name
Let me wipe that tear off your shoulder
Warm you up you're way less colder
Move your hips now hear the bass
The deep voice's embrace
Look in your eyes I see the smolder
Lighting up like it is solar
Please stay, even if you can't just tell me I'm safe
Can't get off my mind, words aren't enough to say
I left my keys at your place
So I could see your face again
In the end, I'm okay with you
Okay with you
Okay with you, ahh
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7. |
Delirium (Interlude)
01:09
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I'm trying not to cry
I can't say I tried
Run away
Run away
Run away
Run away
Run away
Run away
Run away
Run away
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8. |
wAkEuP
02:28
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I'm sorry if I sound sarcastic
I've got a lot on my mind, that I will admit
Got me fucked up in this world made of plastic
Light the match, watch it burn to my finger tips
Pills ain't working again I see right through you
Pretty hues, flowers grew
Oh fucking it, take it hit
Distracting myself until I forget
And now my eyes won't open
I can't wake up
Hey stay away, I'm awake
I gave up
How much can you take when the world's burning down
Hey stay away, I'm awake
It's corrupt
I sing this song, hope I just wake up
You always dismiss my indisposition
My mind's racing again, end my affliction
The things they say about me fueling my addiction
Now I'm driving on my own, get my prescription
In my bed, I'm crazy looking at the neon lights
Glowing bright, in the night, I'm gonna be alright
Saying all of that knowing it's a fucking lie
And now my eyes won't open
I can't wake up
Hey stay away, I'm awake
I gave up
How much can you take when the world's burning down
Hey stay away, I'm awake
It's corrupt
I sing this song, hope I just wake up
I can't wake up
Hey stay away, I'm awake
I gave up
How much can you take when the world's burning down
Hey stay away, I'm awake
It's corrupt
I sing this song, hope I just wake up
It keeps me up at night with all of my tiny wrongs
Stare at the floor and sing this song
Hope I just wake up
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9. |
Faint Fervor
03:10
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Just waking up at 10:48
I never wanna wake from my dream about a life of jade
Get up, go to bed, just wanna get paid
Then once again I'm dreaming about the life we could've made
The smoke trapped in my bedroom
(Bad habits coming back)
The fog will act as my tomb
(You blink and just like that)
The glass steam up, can't see through
(Act like you're not so bad)
It's faded and falls apart
We could take it back
We could take it back
We could take it back
We could take it back
Take it back
I fly and it gets colder
(The clouds enter my lungs)
The neon lights grow closer
(My face is going numb)
Like I'm a fucked up poser
(Head's banging like a drum)
It's faded and falls apart
Dread getting up every single day
I woke up from another dream about how I should've stayed
Step back again, Improve my mental state
You don't fucking care even when you see my decay
Couldn't make it last
Couldn't make it last
We could take it back
We could take it back
We could take it back
We could take it back
Take it back
I never wake up from a dream about a life of jade
Back
Take it back
Get up, go to bed, just wanna get paid
And once again I'm dreaming about the life we could've made
Take it back
I always feel so alone in the dark
Just come on, take my hand
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10. |
Always and Never
02:42
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I hate you, but you love me
Just let it go, let me go
The time I passed, lost in the past
Can't get it back, I wasted it all
Fuck it all, I dropped the ball
I've broken it, my mind just split
I keep and try, I watch it die again
I try again
Watch what we made die out and cut off, shut in, over again
As the petals fall off, right over the edge
Replant
Flowers only grow with a slight slant
Right over the edge
As planned
Try to save what was left of it all
Falling right over the edge
Start it back and I
Feel sick, from this shit; all the fighting
Move quick, like you never even liked me
Try again, it's not even in the right key
Run down; The time I've wasted
Same town; The lives you hated
Phone's off, I don't care if I miss you
Fuck off, it was all shit in plain view
Watch what we made die out and cut off, shut in, over again
As the petals fall off, right over the edge
Replant
Flowers only grow with a slight slant
Right over the edge
As planned
Try to save what was left of it all
Falling right over the edge
Start it back and I
Feel sick, from this shit; all the fighting
Move quick, like you never even liked me
Try again, it's not even in the right key
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11. |
Status (I'm okay.)
02:50
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Not a single regret of what you've left behind
We are nothing but strangers as I'm walking by
All the damage won't mend, and you won't tell me why
Can't say I enjoyed myself but thank you for your time
I know I ain't perfect, Slip as you fall asleep
I don't know if it's worth it, I hear the message beep
And I start it all over
I'm trying to get sober
And I'm breathing slower
Waiting to fall again
Waiting to fall again
Waiting to fall again
Waiting to fall again
Waiting to fall again
All my dreams leave me cold, put all that shit aside
The thing that bothers me most is when you fucking lied
All these demons and ghosts, they're filling up my mind
The knife really cut deep but know that I'll be fine
Just forget it
Just know that I won't quit
And I won't end it
Waiting to fall again
Falling into the pit
I bite my tongue and hold it
And I won't end it
Waiting to fall again
Waiting to fall again
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12. |
JellyFish! Orlando, Florida
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