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Falling In Spirals

by JellyFish!

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spacecheesewizard An absolute banger. Every song in the album is a 10/10. Favorite track: Always and Never.
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Phone is ringing, Heart is sinking, Always miss your calls But you're always clinging, I'm rethinking, Staring at the wall Just the life we're living, Heads are spinning, Waiting for your fall I got thirteen missed calls and I don't know why I date you Head is aching, Hands are quaking, Life put to a half And my mind is breaking, Pain is raising, A mental assault Jus tthe love we're faking, Thoughts are plaguing, Can't find it again We won't get our love back again I got thirteen missed calls and you're asking why I hate you See you in the halls; the thought alone's enough to break view Our feeling are broken, Woa-ah-oh Our feeling are broken Emotions getting lost again the truth hides far below you Searching through the fog in hopes the see the love we've found again Calls aren't returning, Woa-ah-oh Calls aren't returning Our calls aren't returning Our calls aren't returning Disconnect, then leaving you on read Because talking to you, changing my view, heart beats through my chest Ahh-ahh, again, melody's filled with dread And I can't get out of bed And you can't get out my head I got thirteen missed calls and you're asking why I hate you See you in the halls; the thought alone's enough to break view Our feeling are broken, Woa-ah-oh Our feeling are broken Emotions getting lost again the truth hides far below you Searching through the fog in hopes the see the love we've found again Calls aren't returning, Woa-ah-oh Calls aren't returning Sitting on my bed hoping that one day I will find you Knowing it won't work because I've already lost the view No words are spoken, Woa-ah-oh No words are spoken Floating through outer space without you, I've already withdrew Knowing there's no trace, no time to think of what we've lost again I feel so broken, Woa-ah-oh I feel so broken
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Loop 02:47
It's cold Spirits all around, like I'm dead I promise it's cool The fear I'm gonna drown, hit my head against the walls Glass is shattering all around, I'm the one at fault My fault, and then, I fall, I said It's cold Switching back and forth, life or death Gonna lose control The world is spinning out, I'm to blame Watching rain fall Puddles building up, the wall breaks Now you watch it fall And then, you said, it's in, my head And once a week I barely speak Till my mind leaks And it loops again, loops again It crossed my mind Will I be fine Can't find the light And it loops again, loops again Don't even leave my bed My mind's tainted by the hue of red Somebody come save me, from this loop Living through all of the fucking shame I can't even hear you call my name Somebody save me, Repeat Living through the same shit Every single day they try, not coming with you I always try to explain, what I've just been through In and out of your ear, like I didn't just tell you All this shit just makes me sick, it's all overdue End it all too quick it's like I didn't just tell you It repeats, it loops again
4.
Ignition 02:35
Staying up too late The world's building on hate We watch it ignite We watch it ignite Waiting for the end The stories we condemned We watch it ignite We watch it ignite Light it up, watch it burn Turn the page, memories blurred Sparks fly up, Voices heard The light dims, till death Light it up, Flames grow high Moving on, ashes fly Inferno burns to the sky Breathe the smoke again The dam's about to break And our heads all start to ache We watch it ignite We watch it ignite Our thoughts all start to blend Void thoughts we can't comprehend We watch it ignite We watch it ignite Light it up, watch it burn Turn the page, memories blurred Sparks fly up, Voices heard The light dims, till death Light it up, Flames grow high Moving on, ashes fly Inferno burns to the sky Breathe the smoke again
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Disaster 03:12
Sit at my desk, yo should I text her? I don't know who the fuck we even are Hands on my face, all the calls transferred I still miss her, somebody please blow up my phone Can't even eat, memories captured They laugh at me say "Look who has a broken heart" Hair is a mess, can't take a shower 'Cause I'm a living disaster, living disaster Oh, when all the lights are fading and all these thoughts won't go My hands won't stop the quaking 'Cause I'm a living disaster They say it's time to open a new chapter I hide the shame behind all of my laughter They don't even know what I am after What comes after? Another disaster Can't stop myself, what the fuck is wrong with me? Is that really the reason that she walked away? My death can not come any faster 'Cause I'm a living disaster, living disaster I'm a living disaster, oh... I started to sleep with my lights on Stay up all night until the crack of dawn To escape all of my hallucinations I can't take it I promise that I'll be okay I got all her messages on replay Now I'm stuck in my room, all my colors fade to grey And no one asked "Hey what's the matter?" 'Cause I'm a living disaster, living disaster They say it's time to open a new chapter I hide the shame behind all of my laughter They don't even know what I am after What comes after? Another disaster Can't stop myself, what the fuck is wrong with me? Is that really the reason that she walked away? My death can not come any faster 'Cause I'm a living disaster, living disaster I'm a living disaster Oh... 'Cause I'm a living disaster I'm a living disaster I'm a living disaster 'Cause I'm a living disaster I'm a living disaster I'm a living- I'm a living disaster They say it's time to open a new chapter I hide the shame behind all of my laughter They don't even know what I am after What comes after? Another disaster Can't stop myself, what the fuck is wrong with me? Is that really the reason that she walked away? My death can not come any faster 'Cause I'm a living disaster
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Stay, even if you can't just tell me I'm safe Can't get off my mind, words aren't enough just to say how much I care That you were always there with me In the end, I'm okay with you Barely make it by, the smoke blocks the way You're my compass in this sunless world I left my keys at your place So I could see your face again Run ahead, 'till I'm dead with you With you I'm with you With you It gets dark, I am blinded now, you can be my spark Feel like a machine, the pains strikes me like a dart But you're right there, fix me up and repair the wound Open up, my heart thumps with you With you Ahhh... And I don't see your face And I don't hear your name Let me wipe that tear off your shoulder Warm you up you're way less colder Move your hips now hear the bass The deep voice's embrace Look in your eyes I see the smolder Lighting up like it is solar Please stay, even if you can't just tell me I'm safe Can't get off my mind, words aren't enough to say I left my keys at your place So I could see your face again In the end, I'm okay with you Okay with you Okay with you, ahh
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I'm trying not to cry I can't say I tried Run away Run away Run away Run away Run away Run away Run away Run away
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wAkEuP 02:28
I'm sorry if I sound sarcastic I've got a lot on my mind, that I will admit Got me fucked up in this world made of plastic Light the match, watch it burn to my finger tips Pills ain't working again I see right through you Pretty hues, flowers grew Oh fucking it, take it hit Distracting myself until I forget And now my eyes won't open I can't wake up Hey stay away, I'm awake I gave up How much can you take when the world's burning down Hey stay away, I'm awake It's corrupt I sing this song, hope I just wake up You always dismiss my indisposition My mind's racing again, end my affliction The things they say about me fueling my addiction Now I'm driving on my own, get my prescription In my bed, I'm crazy looking at the neon lights Glowing bright, in the night, I'm gonna be alright Saying all of that knowing it's a fucking lie And now my eyes won't open I can't wake up Hey stay away, I'm awake I gave up How much can you take when the world's burning down Hey stay away, I'm awake It's corrupt I sing this song, hope I just wake up I can't wake up Hey stay away, I'm awake I gave up How much can you take when the world's burning down Hey stay away, I'm awake It's corrupt I sing this song, hope I just wake up It keeps me up at night with all of my tiny wrongs Stare at the floor and sing this song Hope I just wake up
9.
Faint Fervor 03:10
Just waking up at 10:48 I never wanna wake from my dream about a life of jade Get up, go to bed, just wanna get paid Then once again I'm dreaming about the life we could've made The smoke trapped in my bedroom (Bad habits coming back) The fog will act as my tomb (You blink and just like that) The glass steam up, can't see through (Act like you're not so bad) It's faded and falls apart We could take it back We could take it back We could take it back We could take it back Take it back I fly and it gets colder (The clouds enter my lungs) The neon lights grow closer (My face is going numb) Like I'm a fucked up poser (Head's banging like a drum) It's faded and falls apart Dread getting up every single day I woke up from another dream about how I should've stayed Step back again, Improve my mental state You don't fucking care even when you see my decay Couldn't make it last Couldn't make it last We could take it back We could take it back We could take it back We could take it back Take it back I never wake up from a dream about a life of jade Back Take it back Get up, go to bed, just wanna get paid And once again I'm dreaming about the life we could've made Take it back I always feel so alone in the dark Just come on, take my hand
10.
I hate you, but you love me Just let it go, let me go The time I passed, lost in the past Can't get it back, I wasted it all Fuck it all, I dropped the ball I've broken it, my mind just split I keep and try, I watch it die again I try again Watch what we made die out and cut off, shut in, over again As the petals fall off, right over the edge Replant Flowers only grow with a slight slant Right over the edge As planned Try to save what was left of it all Falling right over the edge Start it back and I Feel sick, from this shit; all the fighting Move quick, like you never even liked me Try again, it's not even in the right key Run down; The time I've wasted Same town; The lives you hated Phone's off, I don't care if I miss you Fuck off, it was all shit in plain view Watch what we made die out and cut off, shut in, over again As the petals fall off, right over the edge Replant Flowers only grow with a slight slant Right over the edge As planned Try to save what was left of it all Falling right over the edge Start it back and I Feel sick, from this shit; all the fighting Move quick, like you never even liked me Try again, it's not even in the right key
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Not a single regret of what you've left behind We are nothing but strangers as I'm walking by All the damage won't mend, and you won't tell me why Can't say I enjoyed myself but thank you for your time I know I ain't perfect, Slip as you fall asleep I don't know if it's worth it, I hear the message beep And I start it all over I'm trying to get sober And I'm breathing slower Waiting to fall again Waiting to fall again Waiting to fall again Waiting to fall again Waiting to fall again All my dreams leave me cold, put all that shit aside The thing that bothers me most is when you fucking lied All these demons and ghosts, they're filling up my mind The knife really cut deep but know that I'll be fine Just forget it Just know that I won't quit And I won't end it Waiting to fall again Falling into the pit I bite my tongue and hold it And I won't end it Waiting to fall again Waiting to fall again
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released August 4, 2023

Eli Blue - Vocals
SADisfying - Guitar in 'Status (I'm okay.)'
Kevin Castellanos - Guitar in '13 Missed Calls' & 'Ignition'
Kevin Castellanos - Co-composer for 'Ignition'
Angel Hair Audio - Mastering

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